therapists just put thoughts and ideas into my head they give us "suggestions" to live a better life. but when it comes to their words coming out of your own mouth it's gone too far. just live your life for you not for anyone else. make your own decisions so you can grow to be independent. the medicine they give you to help your "diagnosis" or condition is most likely regulated by the FDA. thy are not to be trusted they make sure you are customer for life by not curing you but postponing the disease. all they want is money, everyone does. don't take these pills is my advice because you will end up worse off than before. in my experience I have been in therapy since I was ten which is a decent amount of time. but I have yet to feel better about myself. my parents have put a lot of money into this waste of time just to help me. I did take it seriously for a long time. till I realized that I wanted to have own life. I just want to be happy and to have enjoyment. I want to have fun with friends, real friends.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
schoolwork
schools limitations are inevitable all they want you to do is to stick the plan. is it so hard? it is when your trying to express yourself in our lives today. this petty work gets you no where in life it just keeps you busy, tales away from the real things that matter. if you gather the basic knowledge from these classes that we sit through everyday you will be fine. but all the other laborious tasks that the teachers make you go through are just not worth it. they are just here to judge you and your capabilities some of which don't show because you don't care enough to want to make an impression. for me school is turmoil the endless hours of work and study are unbearable. just listening to my teachers drone on and on about something I could care less about is intoxicating. in the end I know it will not matter for what will I have to show if I die tomorrow. although there is life to live in the future I want to live now not tomorrow or the next day but this very moment. I've missed my share of schoolwork gotten fs and ds I truly know i will not make up the work because I don't care what these people think of me. hell I don't care what anybody thinks of me. I will never remember any of these people or what they think of me. truth is these grades will follow me around forever. people will judge me immediately according to this variety of numbers and letters. these things that can ruin a life in a heartbeat.
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