too fast

i miss my childhood where i didnt have to worry about anything i usually worry a lot i dont know its just a thing i gotta deal with but it went by pretty quickly i mean dont get me wrong i wanted to grow up immediately but now that i think about it you wont experience these luxuries again without a price summer isnt what it used to be i remember when i would just spend hours at the pool but now everything seems boring and drawl i just dont see it anymore the goals of life and all that malarkey its just interesting to me to watch everyone around me fighting hard to achieve the goals in life this isnt what i want to get caught up in i would rather just let life take me wherever just have it pass me by completely sure i cant think of a time in which i cant hangout with bete but it will happen eventually and i will have to wake up and go about these toilsome tasks of the modern world i will miss my friends the most i know we say we will stay close but we all change its just not going to be the same truth is i wish i was a kid forever i know that sounds a little immature but everyone knows they dont want to do any of that stuff that adults go through everyday i really hope i turn out to be a decent parent not some boghide yelling at my kids to stay out of trouble i mean who cares they are just going to do it anyway everyone does